Wednesday, July 18, 2007

What had happened to me last night?

I am also a victim of ritual abuse. That means the social system has been used against me. For example - the unidentified law enforcement agencies are involved to abuse me usually in the form of using sirens, and red flashlight or blinking lights.

In recent days, especially since last week, every single night, either police or fire truck turned on its disturbing sirens and pressed honk long and loud in the nearby street. We don't know what happened, but for whatever reason, it is very hard to imagine there would be problems every half hour during the late night time, as I can hear sirens wailing almost every half hour. This has been going on for a week now. Any reasonable person would raise a question: "what is going on out there?"

Last night, I was busily preparing my lawsuit case against this organized crime. I don't want to make any assumption that this siren wailing was attempted to distract me. Actually, it does a little bit to this effect. But what makes me think they are is that the sirens or honk screaming happened almost at the same time when I wrote some very sensitive or serious points. It is a fact that they monitor my online activities and email covertly, thus I can easily relate this disturbing sirens with my activities even though it sounds unbelievable. I am saying I doubt if this activities were targeting at me because of the repetition of similar pattern of the behavior.

Here I want to tell everybody what has happened to me last night. While I was writing the Statement of Claim for my legal action, at around 10:08 pm, all of sudden, my heart started beating wildly for less a minute, which made me feel very hard to breath. This malfunction of my heart was not from my own body. I didn't have any exciting or extremely sad emotion at the time. I was calm and quiet, highly concentrated on my thinking and writing when this heart malfunction happened. Almost simultaneously, siren wailing went off in the street. What a coincidence! It is a signal, and threat. I can't tell you what has been done to make this happen to me, as I don't see it. But according to the technology of these days and CIA mind control weapon in existence, I have concern that this malfunction was resulted by this invisible technology. That might be the only reason that could cause this happen to me last night.

I have been a mind control victim since late 2004 when I was made aware. I experienced severe sleep deprivation and knee attacks before. But this was new to me and it happened last night. I recorded it here as future reference.

Thank you for spending time to visit my blog.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

& Helpful Tips for victims of remotely monitored by secret surveillance operation

The following information are very helpful for victims of secret surveillance operation.
These tips are from one victim's account, not my work.
What to do if you're being remotely neurally monitored by an operative gone bad..

Here are a few helpful things that popped into my head that I figured I would share, should a similar experience occur with anyone else.

1. One way to tell if this is happening to you is if you suddenly start hearing voices that weren't there the day before. They may sound like they're in the next room, the next apartment, or somewhere in the vicinity.

2. Start to observe the patterns of the dialogue, the frequency of certain words and phrases, and any emotions, intentions, and "keywords and key phrases" that you may say that trigger certain responses.

3. KEEP A LEVEL HEAD! This is extremely important. Realize that you are involved with technology that no one is aware of and in the mainstream outside world, you may very well be mistaken for crazy. Also keep in mind that their techniques are designed to make you seem crazy.

4. Manage your mind. Mindfully and consciously discern what's appropriate thought, dialogue and behavior for your well being in the outside world and what's not. Make a conscious effort to never let the two worlds intertwine.

5. Observe the dialogue. Listen, without putting any stock into the validity of the words being said to what the team of operatives or whoever may be saying. The objective for this is mostly to try to gather as much information on the violators as possible. Gather as much data as you can think of. Make notes so you can remember.

6. Publicize. The more that you tell the world about your attack, the less power and control they have over you. They will not be able to harm you as easily as if you kept this to yourself. Publicize and talk about it in a manner that is intelligent, clear, concise, and level headed. Be willing to consider psychological evaluation and open to all possibilities. Do not act irate. Process your thoughts in an orderly and stable manner and present the situation to people in the same manner. Keep internet records of what's going on and find out if the authorities (your local police dept.,FBI, CIA, NSA, etc) are open to what you are saying. Send them a level-headed email so they will have your situation on record.

7. Give your important account information (banks, bills, etc) to someone you trust and have them change all passwords, security questions, etc for you, without you knowing the passwords, etc. Have them temporarily conduct business for you until the situation is over. Operatives gone bad can possibly be making money in the identity theft business and can easily extract all of your personal information through your own eyes.

7 additional tips on what to do if you're being remotely neutrally monitored by an operative gone bad..

Here are a few helpful things that popped into my head that I figured I would share, should a similar experience occur with anyone else.

1. Notice thoughts and ideas that are out of character. DISREGARD ANY THOUGHT OR IDEA IN YOUR HEAD THAT ISN'T YOURS!!

2. NEVER obey a command or request by voices in your head. Such things are intent on becoming your undoing and should be ignored.

3. Eliminate fear. Getting hysterical, fearful, or expressing any kind of high-spirited emotion is what they want you to do. Do not be intimidated by your unusual circumstance. Understand that this kind of harassment is not uncommon and start taking pragmatic, rational measures to conduct yourself accordingly. They get into your head with voices because they don't want to do anything physically. Don't let words destroy you.

4. Educate yourself! Read and learn as much as possible about the processes and techniques being used upon you. There is plenty of reading material within the links on this site. The more you know and understand about what's been done to you, the less effective they will be.

5. Keep a sense of humor. Although circumstances may seem dark and threatening, fear and stress will get you absolutely nowhere. Stay light-hearted. Even make jokes about your situation. This will keep your mind healthy and give you a better perspective on what you're dealing with and how to live your life.

6. Replace the voices in your head with activity. Listening often to music, watching television, socializing, working and staying active will often drown out the noise in your head and render them less effective.

7. BECOME VERY SOCIAL!!! It's very important that you realize that these people are intent on isolating you from others, so that they can do whatever they want to you. Make a strong concerted effort to create, build, and/or maintain good healthy relationships with friends, neighbors, partners, acquaintances, co-workers and others, so that they won’t get the chance to do anything to you. Don't let them sucker you into fake romantic ideals and other tactics that they may use to keep you from actually being with real people.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Group Stalking Tactic - Gaslighting, a subtle method to drive a person crazy

"Gaslighting is a form of psychological abuse. It uses persistent denials of fact which, as they build up over time, make the victim progressively anxious, confused, and unable to trust his or her own memory and perception.

A variation of gaslighting, used as a form of harassment, is to subtly alter aspects of a victim's environment, thereby upsetting his or her peace of mind, sense of security, etc., such as was used by the Manson Family during their "creepy crawler" burglaries during which nothing was stolen, but furniture in the house was rearranged."

-----From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

For those who saw the movie - Gaslighting (released around 1944) would understand what gaslighting is. It is a subtle method of harassment to a person that would cause psychological effect if this person lives in such an environment for a prolonged period of time.

Group stalking, also called "gang stalking" uses the same methods to destroy the perception of a person's normal social and work environment in a hope to wear down this person, or drive him/her crazy. Gaslighting is a process that can take several months or even a year to condition a person's perception of his/her life environment. Once this condition is achieved by repetition of the same type of harassment, the person being gaslighted would lose the normal reaction to the trigger event even though such a "trigger event" might be completely unrelated to him/her. Now he/she is said to be programmed to react abnormally for a certain trigger that would discredit him/her as mentally unstable, or even crazy. Thus, many victims of this organized crime are blamed for mentally ill. The truth is they got disoriented by psychological abuse.

This state of mind is "man-made" by evil perpetrators who attack the victim by lies, and disinformation or misinformation. Unfortunately many people would choose to believe lies and slander, and overtly join the group and give the perpetrators a helping hands because this makes them feel empowered when they collectively abuse an isolated person.

Some survivors of gaslighting went through the deprogramming stage, and gradually got out of this negative condition. It takes a long time to get out of this hideous "program", and more important is to be able to receive supports from society. Money and power is always the controlling factors in this "psyche game" as it all started by an evil person who possesses the power and money, and started slander campaign to vent their personal grudge against the victim. This organized crime is motivated by revenge and punishment only. Don't believe the disguise of the beautiful words or deceptive excuses they tried to fool the public. Only the victim has the right to judge if they did this to help the victim, or to destroy the victim.

For those who suffers this hideous crime, please stay firm and keep strong. There is nothing wrong with you, the sick ones are the perpetrators. All you need to do is to believe yourself, setup a goal, and work hard to obtain your goal. When your mind is free from being disoriented, free from being negatively programmed by them, you will be able to claim you sanity and credibility. You show your power of independent thinking, and your integrity and human dignity.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Trauma Based Mind Control

To be exact, what I experienced is a trauma based mind control and ritual abuse. It started since early November 2004 when perpetrators began to attack me overtly. Obviously the intelligent agencies were involved and they might have done unlawful investigation without my consent. They could did up things happened 30 years ago, and then created similar situation to remind me of that events, though the event could be bad experience, or completely a neutral one. The token is to tell you that they know you inside out, and you are living in a crystal clear world, and you have no privacy at all. You are prisoner even in your own home.

The conditioning or gaslighting is a key technique to be used in trauma based mind control. Some people called it as programming. They program a person with a condition which related to certain coded words, sound, color, a situation, or even a sight that would have hidden meaning. Usually this hidden meaning would be something that could trigger victim's reaction. The victim might have some bad experience, or a trauma behind this hidden meaning. That's how whenever the coded language, sound, color or even a sight of something is mentioned, it would trigger pain to the victim.

Once the victim is systematically traumatized through various methods, which may include ritual abuse, programming is anchored in to each individual trauma. These dissociated traumas are linked to hypnotic programming commands and scripts. Trauma based mind control is to create multiple personality. The idea behind this is to create the perfect slave who can carry out a variety of functions while maintaining secrecy and obedience to the programmers. Such functions may include spy, sexual slave and other psychic abilities.

It is well known that government mind control experimentation started right after World War II, but nobody knows how far this experimentation goes now, and what they have achieved in nowadays. This is CIA or intelligence agencies' top secret. As a victim of this hidden crime, I know what does this meant, and to what extent that my privacy was invaded. All I want to tell the public is they knew every single point of my previous life dating back to my childhood. My mind has been read by the perps like a computer hard drive. They got my memory through reading my mind like computer reading its hard drive using their highly sophisticated mind reading device.