Saturday, February 16, 2008

Secret Stalker got caught on my camera today

Yesterday evening, I heard someone buzzed my door bell, but I didn't have any appointment. I turned on my TV, and switched to the Channel to see who it was. I saw a black man standing in the door way waiting. I don't know this person, nor did he seem to be a mail man. I did nothing, but watched through the cable. He waited for a while, and left.

This afternoon, I went to shopping in Shoppers. At the checkout counter, while the shopping assistant went to get a ticket for me, a black man suddenly came to stand next to me (very close) as if he was going to check out, but he was supposed to wait in the line at the back. Then the shopping assistant came back shortly. This black man immediately walked away to the next cash register. I didn’t pay much attention to him even though I felt this guy was kind of wired.

I checked out within a minute and walked out of the store. To my surprise, he followed me out of the store as well. He used the same harassing behavior to draw my attention while he walked over me and quicky got into his car. Now I realized this guy was stalking me in the store. I took out my camera, and prepared to take a picture of this guy. He slowly drove out of the parking lot, but he had to wait for the road to be clear. I pointed my camera towards him. Of course, he realized what I was going to do, thus, he pulled down his hat to cover almost all his face. I captured him in my camera, but only to see he wears a back mask on his face. I can see his nose and mouth. His eyes were completely covered by his black mask.

I saw him in the store. I don't know this person at all. This is organized stalking, which has been going on for over three years.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Organized stalking continues, but with more secrecy

The organized stalking staged against me has been going on for over three years now, but it has no sign of stop apparently. Considering the scope and persisitence, it is in no way an individual or small group behavior, it is a state sponsored action. In my case, the police and other law enforcement agencies are secretly involved. This is a crime that covertly and collaberately commited by those agencies whose main purpose is to punish or to revenge based on racial attitude, prejudice and pervasive slandering campaing.

For those who never experienced gang stalking or organized stalking might not know what it exactly means. The organized stalking is aimed at undermining the targeted individual's mental health, creditbility and eliminating this indivdiual from the mainstream of the society.

Organized stalking is a highly criminal campaign. It is designed to destroy the targeted individual's life through covert and persistent harassment, malicioius slander, and psychological assaults. Gang stalking deprives the targeted individual of their basic constitutiona rights and destroys their freedom, setting a stage for the destruction of a person, socially, mental and physical, through a ceaseless assault that pervades all areas of a persons life.

A. False light invasion of privacy
B. Malicious slandering campaign to cause hatred against this indiviudal
C. Subtle but pervasive personal harassment in all areas of this person's life
D. Set up the targeted individual to induce suicide
E. Set up the targeted individual to violent act in order to incriminate themselves
F. Drive the targeted individual to insane for psychiatric lock up

My suffering indiced by organized stalking were outrageous at the beginning. The perpertrators turned my life nightmare. They tried to turn me into a phobia of this world. Basically they staged malicious harassment anywhere I have been to. They turned the city hositle to me for the purpose to drive me out of this place. I knew if I moved to any other place, the same thing is going to happen again because the perpetrators wouldn't stop executing their agenda.

Since I was targeted by this criminal group, my professional career has been damaged, and my personal life has been destroyed. I was terminated by my previous government employer without just cause. And they blackballed my name so that I couldn't find a professional job after two years. I am still unemployed due to the unlawful control, the control my my human rights, the control of my civil rights by these criminals. That is why they remain secret. This is the most dangerous and evil crime in this society.

Now, I had my the fourteenth job interviews within two years, but none of these employers offered me a job. This interview game will continue to go on, on and on....

Now the interviews become a psychological torture. It makes my confidence slowly go away, because the "hope" aslo became a torture, then what else left in this world? This is the crulest way that perpetrators perpetrate their crime, a psychological killser.

Monday, January 21, 2008

The New Year Resolution

I was so impressed to hear a new year resolution: "Don't make the same mistake that you made last year". It sounds so simple, but when you think it hard, it is quite philosophical. I decided to take this words as my 2008 resolution. But don't think it is easy to do, it is actually pretty hard.

Human beings are habitual animal. When a certain habit is established, it is not easy to change.
I often make mistake as a habit, but only to realize it afterwords. I still can change, but it just take some attention.

Since became a victim of gangstalking, I experience the changes from being a very shy person to a strong woman. However, I still make the same mistake. This year, I am so determined to make this change. Living a life is a process of changing for the better in all aspects of my life.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

PSYCHIATRY - PSEUDOSCIENCE

25 GOOD REASONS WHY PSYCHIATRY MUST BE ABOLISHED - by Don Weitz

1. Because psychiatrists frequently cause harm, permanent disabilities, death - death of the body-mind-spirit.

2. Because psychiatrists frequently violate the Hippocratic Oath which orders all physicians "First Do No Harm."

3. Because psychiatrists patronize and disempower people, especially their patients.

4. Because psychiatry is not a medical science.

5. Because psychiatry is quackery, a pseudo-science which lacks independent diagnostic tests, testable hypotheses, and cures for "schizophrenia" and all other types of alleged "mental illness" or "mental disorder".

6. Because psychiatrists can not accurately and reliably predict dangerousness, violence, or any other type of human behaviour, yet make such claims as "expert witnesses", and with the media promote the "dangerous mental patient" myth/stereotype.

7. Because psychiatrists have caused a worldwide epidemic of brain damage by promoting and prescribing brain-disabling treatments such as the neuroleptics, antidepressants, electroconvulsive brainwashing (electroshock), and psychosurgery (lobotomy).

8. Because psychiatrists manufacture hundreds of "mental disorders" classified in its bible called "Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders" (a modern witch-hunting manual); such "mental disorders" and "symptoms" are in fact negative, class-and-culturally-biased moral judgments for dissident ways of coping with personal problems and alternative ways of perceiving, interpreting or being in the world.

9. Because psychiatrists, blinded by their medical model bias, fraudulently pathologize and label people's serious life or existential crises as "symptoms" of "mental illness" or "mental disorder" such as "schizophrenia","bipolar affective disorder", and "personality disorder".

10. Because psychiatrists compound this fraud by falsely claiming, without scientific proof, that these "mental disorders" are caused by a "biochemical imbalance" in the brain, genetic factors or "genetic predispositions", despite the fact that there are no genetic factors in "mental illness".

11. Because psychiatrists frequently misinform their patients, families and the public by claiming that brain-disabling procedures such as the neurotoxins (e.g.,"antipsychotic medication" and "antidepressasnts"), electroconvulsive brainwashing (electroconvulsive therapy/"ECT"), psychosurgery (lobotomy) and other behaviour modification-mind control procedures are "safe, effective and lifesaving". The exact opposite is tragically true.

12. Because psychiatrists routinely deceive or lie to patients, prisoners, their families, and the public.

13. Because psychiatrists routinely and willfully violate the medical-ethical principle of "informed consent" by misinforming or not informing their patients about the numerous toxic, disabling and frequently permanent effects of the neuroleptics such as memory loss, tardive dyskinesia, tardive psychosis, parkinsonism, dementia (all signs of brain damage), and death.

14. Because psychiatrists routinely threaten, intimidate or coerce many patients - particularly women, children, the elderly, and prisoners - into consenting to health-threatening/brain-damaging "treatment" such as the antidepressants, neuroleptics, electroconvulsive brainwashing, and hi-risk experiments.

15. Because psychiatrists frequently fail to fully inform psychiatric inmates and prisoners about existing safe and humane, non-medical alternatives in the community such as survivor-controlled crisis centres, drop-ins, self-help or advocacy groups, diet, massage, wholistic medicine, affordable supportive housing, and jobs.

16. Because psychiatrists are sexist in frequently stereotyping women in crisis as "hysterical" or "over-emotional", blaming women whenever they voice real complaints and assertively express their feelings and emotions, prescribing massive doses of tranquilizers and antidrepressants to disproportionately large numbers of women, and in sexually assaulting women in their offices and institutions.

17. Because psychiatrists, particularly white male psychiatrists, are homophobic - the American Psychiatric Association (APA) once labelled homosexuality as a "mental illness" or "mental disorder" - and have used forced electroshock on lesbians, trying to coerce them into adopting a heterosexual life style.

18. Because psychiatrists are ageist in prescribing tranquilizers, antidepressants ("medication") and electroconvulsive brainwashing for disproportionately large numbers of elderly people - a form of elder abuse.

19. Because psychiatrists are racist in disproportionately incarcerating and drugging people of African descent, aboringal people, other people of colour and labelling them "psychotic" or "schizophrenic".

20. Because psychiatrists routinely violate people's civil rights, human rights and constitutional rights such as imprisoning innocent people without court trial or public hearing ("involuntary commitment"), and subjecting them to cruel and unusual punishments or tortures such as forced drugging, electroconvulsive brainwashing, psychosurgery, solitary confinement, "chemical restraints", and 4-point or 5-point restraints.

21. Because psychiatrists masterminded the mass murder of hundreds of thousands of vulnerable people including disabled children, the elderly and psychiatric patients during The Holocaust in Nazi Germany, and "selected" hundreds of thousands of concentration camp prisoners for death ("T-4 euthanasia" program) - historical facts still missing in psychiatric textbooks and histories.

22. Because psychiatrists have willingly participated in and administered mind-control experiments in the United States and Canada since the early 1950s - its chief targets have been poor patients, women, dissidents and prisoners.

23. Because psychiatry, particularly institutional-biological psychiatry, is based on the 3 Fs: Fear, Fraud,and Force.

24. Because psychiatry is a form of social control or punishment - not treatment.

25. Because psychiatry, particularly institutional-biological psychiatry, is fascist - a direct threat to democracy, human rights and life.

A note from the author: This statement is a slightly revised version of the original written in Spring 1998. Feel free to add and publish your own reasons. I am a psychiatric survivor and antipsychiatry activist who has been involved in the psychiatric survivor liberation movment for 24 years. I am also co-editor of "Shrink Resistant: The Struggle Against Psychiatry in Canada" (1988), host-producer of the antipsychiatry program "Shrinkrap" on CKLN radio (88.1 FM) in Toronto, member of People Against Coercive Treatment (P.A.C.T.), and member of the Ontario Coalition Against Poverty (OCAP).]

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Policeman followed me and hit me from behind

After work I drove on the way towards home. As usual, I would see a police car driving either in front of me, or behind me. Tonight a police car appeared in my view, and it quickly drove pass over me in the middle lane, which is the lane I usually take. I habitually changed to the middle lane and found myself driving right after a police car. Feeling not sure how long I had to drive behind a police car, I decided to change to the left lane which would lead to a left turn in the next traffic light. But after I changed back to the left lane, this police car immediately slowed down his speed, and he fell behind me within several seconds, and then changed to the left lane right behind me. At this point, I can be sure he was actually watching me on the road. I had this feeling for a long time, but still don't have enough evidence to prove it.

There is still some distance before the next traffic light, and I immediately made a decision to change back to the right lane again, thinking if this police car also would change lane again, it would be a clear evidence that he was in no doubt following me. To my surprise, he did. But at this point, the traffic light turned yellow, by the time when I approached to the light, there was not enough time for me to run over, in addition, a police car was behind me. He could accuse me of running a red light, and I would get a ticket. I stopped my car right before the intersection, and felt within a second that my car was hit by this policeman. An accident thus happened.

I asked this police why he followed me, he said my auunal registration was expired. I think this is a pretext for his behavior tonight. They knew my annual registration has been expired for long, but never stopped me. Now this policeman used this excuse to cover up his true intention. I asked him why he didn't stop me when he knew that my registration was expired. He couldn't give me a logical explanation. However, he didn't explain the true reason that he was following me either.

For the last three years, I have been harassed by police, EMS and even fire figher trucks by the sirens and showing up their presence to my face. This is actually a psychological warfare. The effect is to either intimidate their target, or to seduce the target to do something similar of this destructive nature. If a target is being reminded of such criminal behavior every time he or she walks out their home, this equals a secret hypnosis message that tells the target to commit crime, or irritate the target into violence. This behavior is to invite the targets to do bad things of this nature.

This is mind control game. I have done lots of research in this area, and I understand what police can do. Don't be fooled by the uniforms, and the watchers are also human. A lot of policemen are just doing what their bosses asked them to do. If their boss was a criminal, then the whole team is there to help the crooked boss to commit covert crime.

Strange things happened so much that could be hardly explained as coincidence

I was arranged to work for Sunday dinner this week. It was a very slow night, and at around 8:00 pm, the whole restaurant was empty. The other server went on her break, and I was the only one on the floor. While I was doing some side work, the television CNN news program suddenly got interrupted by strange random broadcasting message for less than a minute. And the voice suddenly became so loud that really caught my attention. Usually the sound volume was set pretty low in order not to disturb the guests' activities. But this sudden change of the program changed the volume as well. I didn't pay attention to what it was really about, but the sound volume drew my attention and I had to walk over and turned down the volume. At this time, I saw the TV screen only showed a simple picture, and heard the voice said: "Edmonton center... Edmonton center...". I didn't realize what was going on on TV, but felt quite bizarre as this was not an advertisement program, and what was the purpose to broadcast such a strange message.

As a victim of organized stalking, it is very easy for me to understand why this happened. As a matter of fact, Cable TV can be used as a monitoring system, and the victims of gang stalking being watched through TV cable is a non-disputable reality.

This is not enough. As a server, I have been constantly bullied by some of my guests. Usually they would say something strange or mentioned something that happened in my life. It was also the often case that they don't tip me properly as they do to other servers. This evening was not an exception. I had only two tables for the whole night because Monday is a holiday - Canadian Thanksgiving Day. Both tables did the same strange thing. On each table, there are a pair of seasoning - salt and pepper bottle. And at the beginning of the dinner, I setup the candle light for each table, and I specifically checked if the salt and pepper was in place. They were all in pair on all tables. But when my guests left, and by the time when I started to clean my tables, they all missed one. How could this happen if it was not done on purpose?

Harassment of such subtle nature happened almost on daily basis, which, though, not so destructive, left a strange feelings for the victims for a prolonged period of time. The destructive nature of this gang-stalking is to shadow victims psychologically, and to disorient victims into delusional. This is the purpose the perpetrators want to attain. As soon as the victims mention such strange things happen in their lives, the general public would think this person has mental problem, but they never know the reality that perpetrators did secret dirty work on daily basis to a specific person for the purpose to discredit him/her. That's why strange things only happen to a targeted person, and the rest of the world remains totally unaware.

Monday, September 24, 2007

The secret destructive group stalkers continue to do underhanded dirty work

The following harassing incident happened on Sept. 21, 2007 (Friday)

Early in the morning I went to work. As soon as I got out of P2 elevator, I heard someone was approaching to the electrical garage door, as I heard the noise of the garage door as it opened. Then I walked to my car, and started my car and slowly drove towards to the EXIT door. However, the garage door was still open when I drove towards it, and I saw a red van staying near the gate without doing anything. This was a stalking incident. This red van was waiting for me to show up. When the driver saw me driving towards to the EXIT door, it started to move forward into the driveway. I thought it would continue to drive out as expected, but it stopped right there at the driveway and blocked me from driving forward. At this moment, I was at the midpoint of the slope, and I had no choice but to stop in order to avoid hitting this red van. However, it is almost a 30 degree slope and it is very dangerous to stop at the midpoint of the upward slope drive way. I stepped on brake very hard to secure my car to stop there safely, and waited for it to go away. This van stopped there for a few seconds, and started to move forward very slowly. Then I was able to drive forward, but only to find it very dangerous to take my foot off the brake.

I thought this red van did enough and it would drive away after his first evil intention, but he did the same thing again when he drove out of the garage gate, and stopped for the second time in a row to block me at the second slope outside the garage door. I had to press the horn to warn him. The second slope is not as bad as the first one, but the perpetrator showed his deliberate intention to hurt me. And he did it on purpose.

The perpetrator carefully designed to block me at the halfway of the upward slope in the driveway in order to cause fear. This was done on purpose to affect my emotion early in the morning before I started my work. They have been using the same tactics to disturb my peaceful life, and to provoke problems in my work over and over again in the past three years. They haven’t stopped yet.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Elevator has been used to perform harassment activities

My perpetrators have been using noise campaign to harass me for over two years. I kept making complaint against this noise harassment, and it finally stopped. But new harassment method has been used to continue the malicious motive.

In the years of 2005 and 2006, I was under intensive group organized stalking. I remembered my perpetrators liked to use elevator to perform malicious harassment. This behavior was extremely evil, because it could create fear and intimidation in the once's mind.

At around 6:00 pm in Aug. 15, 2006, the perpetrators specifically set me up to be trapped in the elevator for an hour. As I walked in the elevator and closed the door, the elevator began to jump like earthquake happening. I felt terrified inside it because I was the only person in the elevator, and I didn't know what was going to happen next. After jumping a couple of times, the elevator started to move up, however, it stopped at between 2nd and third floor, and stuck at the middle of the floor.

I tried very hard and I was able to open the elevator door, but only to find that it was to high to jump off to the second floor. In addition, I couldn't predict what this elevator would do. It was a even risk to try to jump out. But strange enough, I rang the bell for 10 minutes, and nobody even came out and took a look at what happened. But I heard a lady responded to me from her home, and didn't come out until the perperty management came to rescue.

The perperty management told me that they couldn't do anything about it. They phoned the central elevator operation personnel, and I was released by him after being trapped in the elevator for an hour. This was to create phobia, and it did have some negative influence on me for a while. I wasn't sure if it would do it again to me because I knew this was a deliberate action.
My perpetrators always prepare a cover up to their intentional criminal behavior. They sometimes made this happen to other people occasionally just to prove that it didn't happen to me only. Then I have no reason to say that this behavior was meant only to me.

Since last week, this "elevator harassing game" started all over again. My parking space is located at Parking Lot Level 2 (called P2), and since last week, when I took Elevator 2 to my apartment, it did strange thing again. Elevator 2 was always the one to come down first. When it comes down to the P2, the elevator light went off, and the door opened. I walked in Elevator 2, and pressed the button to my floor, and tried to close the door, but it failed to do anything. It just stayed there and refused to close the door. I tried again and again, but in vain.

I had to step out, and used Elevator 1, which worked fine. But when I got off Elevator 1 at my floor, I saw Elevator 2 already stopped there with its door open. And this happened repeatedly since last week. This was a controlled behavior. This elevator was used by secret stalkers behind scene to take this malicious action to harass me, and to try to plant fear, intimidation and anxiety in my mind.

This type of subtle harassment could undermind a person's mental health if the person is completely unaware of the mind control game. For me, it won't work any more, as I am fully aware what they were trying to do to me, and the pattern they used to perform harassment.

Here I want to use this blog to increase the knowledge and awareness of this criminal group's activities. They are destructive cults. All they do is to harm innocent people and their purpose is destructive and extremely evil.

Criminal harassment - sabotage my computer

A month ago, because of my ISP dial-up serive gave me a lot of connection speed problem, I had to make the decision to switch to ADSL. I signed up on July 23, 2007. Everything was fine till a week ago when suddenly I couldn't load the web page. I called the technical support, and was told not to use the firewall. The firewall was the reason that block the data tranfering properly. But I have been using this fire wall for a month without any issues since I switched my Internet Service. Now I began to have problem with it after a month.

Then I shut down the firewall, and it seems to be OK. Then on Aug. 31, 2007 my computer stopped function completely. I couldn't open the Internet Browser. I couldn't open Windows Explorer, My Document, My Computer, and even Control Panel. Basically any tools that give me the avenue to troubleshooting the problems were disabled.

What caused such problem? I started to use computer since 1995, and haven't experienced the problem like this. Strange things happened all the time since 2004, endlessly one after another. But this problem was quite unusual. I couldn't uninstall or reinstall any programs because it wouldn't allow me to go into the Control Panel. Strange enough? I knew all these problems were caused by misterious hackers, as I didn't change any configuration to my computer. This hacker is very experienced, and knows how to create problem and frustrate me.

It took me three days to get over this problem. This hacker has control over my computer at any moment. Tonight, it showed up its "magic power" again, but it didn't break my computer, only to give me some inconvenience.

Cyberstalking is a crime. What they did is a modern crime. Only because I am a private person, and have no device to catch the hacker right on the spot, thus they do this without any concern. I want the public know that this criminal behavior happened to me all these years - physical stalking, and cyberstalking, invasion of privacy and sabotage my life and work enviornment. They isolated me because they don't want me to have any witnesses. But they haven't shut me up completely yet.

My blog is the space I expose their malicious harassment activities, and this organized crime.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Criminal stalkers often use elevator to conduct their harassment

The whole day I stayed at home. At around 5:00 pm, I went out to run an errant. When I came back to my apartment building, I saw Elevator 2 was already at the ground floor with the door open. I pressed the elevator button any way, and went in Elevator 2. But it didn’t move up and even refused to close the door. I pressed the button of my floor and tried to close the door again, it still didn’t do anything.

Then, I went out of the Elevator 2, and waited for the Elevator 1 to come down. Then I took the Elevator 1 to my floor. When I walked out of Elevator 1, I saw Elevator 2 also stopped at my floor almost at the same time and opened its door automatically with nobody in it.

This is stalking incident even though nobody physically was around. But by manipulating the elevator to do this strange thing, it reminds me that someone was hiding somewhere and observing my activities and my whereabouts. This is a covert operation, and was meant to harass me.

I don’t feel bothered by them, but feel how ridiculous they are to spend such a big effort just want to observe a person without any personal gain. This place is insane.