Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Great Game, Great spirits

NBA Champaign game comes to an end tonight. Boston Celtics won the game. To me, this is not about Boston, but about the excellent players like Ray Allen, Paul Pierce and Kevin Garnet.

Paul Pierce stays in Celtics for so long, and most of the years, they didn’t even get into playoff. However, he stays and worked so hard to strive for win. Today, he is rewarded.

Ray Allen has such consistent performance in the past years he played, and played every year with upmost efforts, today he is rewarded.

Kevin Garnet is such an outstanding player that few players can match, though never had luck to win the NBA Champaign for such a long time. Tonight he is rewarded. He can’t hold his emotion when the reporter interviewed him. I am also moved and almost into tears to see him let out his inner most feelings.

Their great performance brought incredible entertainment value to the audience for every minute they were in the floor, and their team work spirits moved every single soul who watched them. I can’t help thinking if our everyday life is operated the same way, this world would be much better off than what we really have now.

Whenever I saw beautiful things in this world, it reminded me of the horrible experience when I worked for my government employer. Those government gangsters are more like animals than human beings. They are senseless and heartless creatures. I can’t think of anything else than racists they really are. This is so called corporate culture. That ugly culture is gangster or mafia culture, nothing more and nothing less. The corrupted government can never bring good things to this world, but soft killing and moral corruption.

I am lucky that I got chance to see the beautiful side of this world now. Honest people, hard working and respect. The civilization of mankind has always been moving forward, with some setback, but never stopped.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

The life of a targeted individual

To be a targeted individual, some times life could be very interesting.

It happened so frequently that as I approached to the elevator in my apartment, the door would open automatically for me, but nobody was inside, and I haven't pressed the button yet.

When I mentioned that my office workstation name is xxxxx41, the next day, a police patrol car with a number 41 drove alongside with me. Coincidence? Hard to say.

I ordered furniture to be delivered to my home. In the afternoon that day when I expected a call from the delivery guy, my phone line became dead. I didn't get the call.

The delivery of the funiture didn't come till 9:45 pm in the evening, and the deliver guys refused to help put it up. However, the sales man promised to have all the things taken care of.

I have to deal with these six boxes of funiture all by myself. While I was assemble all the pieces together, I got three advertising phone calls within half hour. Coincidence? or Invasion of privacy.

The list would go on and on. But these were what happened within last week or so. I am under illegal surveillance, but have no way of knowing who are they, and why they want to make my life harder.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Stalking (covert surveillance) / eharassment

Covert surveillance always come together with harassment, even electronic harassment to serve its purpose. This purpose is to torture. I believe this is an ongoing experiment conducted on targeted individuals of various background, race and age groups in all over the world.

Back to work for a month, the sleep deprivation seems to be turned on to me again. In recent days, it is getting worse and worse. But I don't have anything to worry in my mind. I don't have the whole picture of this secret torture, but I can be sure it is some sort of electronic harassment that kept me awake.

Targeted individuals in Europe are going to hold "THE STRASBOURG DEMONSTRATION" at THE EUROPEAN PARLIAMENT, July 7 & 8, please see the information attached here.

1. "THE STRASBOURG DEMONSTRATION" at THE EUROPEAN PARLIAMENT, July 7 & 8

JULY 7TH: in front of the EUROPEAN PARLIAMENT BUILDING in Rue du Levant at 9.30 a.m JULY 8TH: in front of the EUROPEAN COUNCIL BUILDING in Avenue de l'Europe at 10 a.m

Dear friends,

My fellow-victims and myself are sending this message to the four corners of the world. Even if you cannot come to "THE STRASBOURG DEMONSTRATION" at THE EUROPEAN PARLIAMENT, July 7 & 8 we are sending you this message to make you aware of the problem – please send this message everywhere!!


Dear Victims and People of the World,

We, the organizers of The Strasbourg Demonstration, ask all victims and those who feel concerned by PSYCHOPHYSICAL TERRORISM AND THE INHUMANE TORTURE OF HUMAN BEINGS to take part in this very important event for all mankind.

An event of this kind may not be granted to us a second time! Everyone knows that we have already dedicated many years of our life to the hard fight against violence and terrorism, and this must be regarded as our real chance together. These are secret and brutal crimes against innocent people in many countries of Europe and the world.

There is a huge number of facts, which confirms the military-medical experiments on peaceful citizens carried out for decades, with PSYCHOPHYSICAL WEAPONS, without the consent of the people. The houses of irreproachable citizens are being secretly transformed into testing-grounds for PSYCHOPHYSICAL WEAPONS.

The victims of these atrocious experiments and their families are forced to live under these conditions of psychophysical and social terror. These so-called "Non Lethal Weapons" or "Less Lethal Weapons" have dreadful effects and can be used to endanger the life of every individual, of the entire population of a state and of the whole world. The consequences of their application are far more serious than the ones of all known weapons of mass destruction. They can combine all the inhumane aspects of the most barbaric weapons of mass destruction. Apart from the harm caused to a human being's body, secret manipulation and the control of the human mind, and thoughts and behaviour is also possible.

PSYCHOPHYSICAL WEAPONS can also be used on the body until death ensues. Troublesome dissidents and politically committed people are murdered by the Secret Services. So as not to leave any trace of their presence, the Secret Services and criminal organizations in most cases carry out their experiments remotely. There exists a countless number of witnesses who are still alive and who could, at any time, give evidence of their radiation attack by these weapons.

Citizens who are being abused for such experiments, are discredited, they lose their jobs and are declared mentally ill. In many countries violent psychiatry is used to assist the criminals to ill-treat innocent citizens, often until death ensues.

We have informed the Governments, politicians and the Media of all countries, but we have been completely ignored. THEY HAVE ARROGANTLY IGNORED OUR COMPLAINTS! We are still hoping that someone will come to our aid and will offer some support! Together we must put an end to a terrible genocide which has been going on for more than 50 years now, all over the world.

We must do everything for our children to be freed from mental slavery and psychofascism and so every man and every child on the planet can live and sleep quietly! With our presence and action we can draw attention to our cases and urge people into action ! Therefore, encourage and invite all friends, relatives, acquaintances and all willing people to demonstrate in Strasbourg!

TARGETED INDIVIDUAL and a member of THE WORLDWIDE CAMPAIGN AGAINST TORTURE AND ABUSE USING DIRECTED ENERGY AND NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Back to Work

After almost three years out of work, all of sudden I got a job offer. I felt like I hit the jackpot. Is it true? Or it is another "test" as I had too many times before. No matter what, it is another opportunity that allows me into my professional world.

This opportunity eventually happened to me after 18 times unsuccessful interviews. I couldn't imagine when I took it as another show that repeatedly staged on in the past three years, it turned out into a reality after all. I am so grateful for God who blessed me and saved me during the painful journey of my torment.

It is well said that tough time doesn't last, but tough people do. This time, I am much well prepared for whatever is going to happen in future.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

CIA MKULTRA and COINTELPRO Mind Control is real

I would like to introduce the following You Tube video to the public.
They are from History Channel.

Targeted Individuals (TI's) (#31)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=si1bHa45u18

Targeted Individuals (TI's) (#32)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJqMcafwFJ8&feature=related

DARPA MK-Ultra Scientist
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdF4Yng7Rd0

Covert Actions Against American Citizens Living in America
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zejpx_1Fs5w

If you are interested in knowing more about Psychological Behavioral Modification Mind Control, just do a search using "Mind Control" or "Behavioral Modification" strings in YouTube search field, you will see a lot of video or audio information on those topics.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

The fire truck continues to stalk me

Last Friday, I had an interview with a large company in the afternoon. I requested an early off since I worked in the afternoon.

At around 3:00 pm on the way to the interview site, suddenly a wailing of sirens was heard from behind, and I noticed there were two fire trucks screamed while driving along the road. As they passed over my car, one of them press honk long and loud. It was a very disturbing scene as if there was an emergency. To other people, they might think so, but to me, it was a false alarm for sure. I had too many of this occurances before, and I knew these fire trucks were actually stalking me, and harassing me by using sirens and flash lights.

Yesterday, I was arranged to have the second interview in the same company. I didn't see any fire truck on the road. I thought well, it might be just a coincidence to feel that fire trucks stalking me last Friday. I felt good about it, and I wish it was just a coincidence.

I arrived at the company 10 minutes earlier, and prepared to get ready to see the interviewers.
The same person that I met in last interview came out to see me, and led me into the interview room. But as soon as the interview started, I noticed outside in the parking lot, two fire trucks appeared. They parked right in front within the view that I could see clearly.

I could tell this was no coincidence at all. They were there on purpose to show me that I was being watched all the time, and they knew exactly where I am, thus, parked in the location directly within my view.

The similar situation happened repeatedly over the last three years, and it is no longer a strange scene that could distract me or annoy me anymore. However, they didn't change their perception of me a bit after three years of persistent harassment, and my factual proof that they were wrong. They blacklisted my name for good. They deliberately made me an enemy without any valid reason. But this is their choice, and their decision. Not mine.

I feel so sorry for those law enforcement agencies. They constantly abuse their power, and wasted tax payers' money to stage this sick psychological warfare. I, as an innocent citizen, have the responsibility to expose this covert psychotic warfare to this open society.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Secret Stalker got caught on my camera today

Yesterday evening, I heard someone buzzed my door bell, but I didn't have any appointment. I turned on my TV, and switched to the Channel to see who it was. I saw a black man standing in the door way waiting. I don't know this person, nor did he seem to be a mail man. I did nothing, but watched through the cable. He waited for a while, and left.

This afternoon, I went to shopping in Shoppers. At the checkout counter, while the shopping assistant went to get a ticket for me, a black man suddenly came to stand next to me (very close) as if he was going to check out, but he was supposed to wait in the line at the back. Then the shopping assistant came back shortly. This black man immediately walked away to the next cash register. I didn’t pay much attention to him even though I felt this guy was kind of wired.

I checked out within a minute and walked out of the store. To my surprise, he followed me out of the store as well. He used the same harassing behavior to draw my attention while he walked over me and quicky got into his car. Now I realized this guy was stalking me in the store. I took out my camera, and prepared to take a picture of this guy. He slowly drove out of the parking lot, but he had to wait for the road to be clear. I pointed my camera towards him. Of course, he realized what I was going to do, thus, he pulled down his hat to cover almost all his face. I captured him in my camera, but only to see he wears a back mask on his face. I can see his nose and mouth. His eyes were completely covered by his black mask.

I saw him in the store. I don't know this person at all. This is organized stalking, which has been going on for over three years.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Organized stalking continues, but with more secrecy

The organized stalking staged against me has been going on for over three years now, but it has no sign of stop apparently. Considering the scope and persisitence, it is in no way an individual or small group behavior, it is a state sponsored action. In my case, the police and other law enforcement agencies are secretly involved. This is a crime that covertly and collaberately commited by those agencies whose main purpose is to punish or to revenge based on racial attitude, prejudice and pervasive slandering campaing.

For those who never experienced gang stalking or organized stalking might not know what it exactly means. The organized stalking is aimed at undermining the targeted individual's mental health, creditbility and eliminating this indivdiual from the mainstream of the society.

Organized stalking is a highly criminal campaign. It is designed to destroy the targeted individual's life through covert and persistent harassment, malicioius slander, and psychological assaults. Gang stalking deprives the targeted individual of their basic constitutiona rights and destroys their freedom, setting a stage for the destruction of a person, socially, mental and physical, through a ceaseless assault that pervades all areas of a persons life.

A. False light invasion of privacy
B. Malicious slandering campaign to cause hatred against this indiviudal
C. Subtle but pervasive personal harassment in all areas of this person's life
D. Set up the targeted individual to induce suicide
E. Set up the targeted individual to violent act in order to incriminate themselves
F. Drive the targeted individual to insane for psychiatric lock up

My suffering indiced by organized stalking were outrageous at the beginning. The perpertrators turned my life nightmare. They tried to turn me into a phobia of this world. Basically they staged malicious harassment anywhere I have been to. They turned the city hositle to me for the purpose to drive me out of this place. I knew if I moved to any other place, the same thing is going to happen again because the perpetrators wouldn't stop executing their agenda.

Since I was targeted by this criminal group, my professional career has been damaged, and my personal life has been destroyed. I was terminated by my previous government employer without just cause. And they blackballed my name so that I couldn't find a professional job after two years. I am still unemployed due to the unlawful control, the control my my human rights, the control of my civil rights by these criminals. That is why they remain secret. This is the most dangerous and evil crime in this society.

Now, I had my the fourteenth job interviews within two years, but none of these employers offered me a job. This interview game will continue to go on, on and on....

Now the interviews become a psychological torture. It makes my confidence slowly go away, because the "hope" aslo became a torture, then what else left in this world? This is the crulest way that perpetrators perpetrate their crime, a psychological killser.

Monday, January 21, 2008

The New Year Resolution

I was so impressed to hear a new year resolution: "Don't make the same mistake that you made last year". It sounds so simple, but when you think it hard, it is quite philosophical. I decided to take this words as my 2008 resolution. But don't think it is easy to do, it is actually pretty hard.

Human beings are habitual animal. When a certain habit is established, it is not easy to change.
I often make mistake as a habit, but only to realize it afterwords. I still can change, but it just take some attention.

Since became a victim of gangstalking, I experience the changes from being a very shy person to a strong woman. However, I still make the same mistake. This year, I am so determined to make this change. Living a life is a process of changing for the better in all aspects of my life.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

PSYCHIATRY - PSEUDOSCIENCE

25 GOOD REASONS WHY PSYCHIATRY MUST BE ABOLISHED - by Don Weitz

1. Because psychiatrists frequently cause harm, permanent disabilities, death - death of the body-mind-spirit.

2. Because psychiatrists frequently violate the Hippocratic Oath which orders all physicians "First Do No Harm."

3. Because psychiatrists patronize and disempower people, especially their patients.

4. Because psychiatry is not a medical science.

5. Because psychiatry is quackery, a pseudo-science which lacks independent diagnostic tests, testable hypotheses, and cures for "schizophrenia" and all other types of alleged "mental illness" or "mental disorder".

6. Because psychiatrists can not accurately and reliably predict dangerousness, violence, or any other type of human behaviour, yet make such claims as "expert witnesses", and with the media promote the "dangerous mental patient" myth/stereotype.

7. Because psychiatrists have caused a worldwide epidemic of brain damage by promoting and prescribing brain-disabling treatments such as the neuroleptics, antidepressants, electroconvulsive brainwashing (electroshock), and psychosurgery (lobotomy).

8. Because psychiatrists manufacture hundreds of "mental disorders" classified in its bible called "Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders" (a modern witch-hunting manual); such "mental disorders" and "symptoms" are in fact negative, class-and-culturally-biased moral judgments for dissident ways of coping with personal problems and alternative ways of perceiving, interpreting or being in the world.

9. Because psychiatrists, blinded by their medical model bias, fraudulently pathologize and label people's serious life or existential crises as "symptoms" of "mental illness" or "mental disorder" such as "schizophrenia","bipolar affective disorder", and "personality disorder".

10. Because psychiatrists compound this fraud by falsely claiming, without scientific proof, that these "mental disorders" are caused by a "biochemical imbalance" in the brain, genetic factors or "genetic predispositions", despite the fact that there are no genetic factors in "mental illness".

11. Because psychiatrists frequently misinform their patients, families and the public by claiming that brain-disabling procedures such as the neurotoxins (e.g.,"antipsychotic medication" and "antidepressasnts"), electroconvulsive brainwashing (electroconvulsive therapy/"ECT"), psychosurgery (lobotomy) and other behaviour modification-mind control procedures are "safe, effective and lifesaving". The exact opposite is tragically true.

12. Because psychiatrists routinely deceive or lie to patients, prisoners, their families, and the public.

13. Because psychiatrists routinely and willfully violate the medical-ethical principle of "informed consent" by misinforming or not informing their patients about the numerous toxic, disabling and frequently permanent effects of the neuroleptics such as memory loss, tardive dyskinesia, tardive psychosis, parkinsonism, dementia (all signs of brain damage), and death.

14. Because psychiatrists routinely threaten, intimidate or coerce many patients - particularly women, children, the elderly, and prisoners - into consenting to health-threatening/brain-damaging "treatment" such as the antidepressants, neuroleptics, electroconvulsive brainwashing, and hi-risk experiments.

15. Because psychiatrists frequently fail to fully inform psychiatric inmates and prisoners about existing safe and humane, non-medical alternatives in the community such as survivor-controlled crisis centres, drop-ins, self-help or advocacy groups, diet, massage, wholistic medicine, affordable supportive housing, and jobs.

16. Because psychiatrists are sexist in frequently stereotyping women in crisis as "hysterical" or "over-emotional", blaming women whenever they voice real complaints and assertively express their feelings and emotions, prescribing massive doses of tranquilizers and antidrepressants to disproportionately large numbers of women, and in sexually assaulting women in their offices and institutions.

17. Because psychiatrists, particularly white male psychiatrists, are homophobic - the American Psychiatric Association (APA) once labelled homosexuality as a "mental illness" or "mental disorder" - and have used forced electroshock on lesbians, trying to coerce them into adopting a heterosexual life style.

18. Because psychiatrists are ageist in prescribing tranquilizers, antidepressants ("medication") and electroconvulsive brainwashing for disproportionately large numbers of elderly people - a form of elder abuse.

19. Because psychiatrists are racist in disproportionately incarcerating and drugging people of African descent, aboringal people, other people of colour and labelling them "psychotic" or "schizophrenic".

20. Because psychiatrists routinely violate people's civil rights, human rights and constitutional rights such as imprisoning innocent people without court trial or public hearing ("involuntary commitment"), and subjecting them to cruel and unusual punishments or tortures such as forced drugging, electroconvulsive brainwashing, psychosurgery, solitary confinement, "chemical restraints", and 4-point or 5-point restraints.

21. Because psychiatrists masterminded the mass murder of hundreds of thousands of vulnerable people including disabled children, the elderly and psychiatric patients during The Holocaust in Nazi Germany, and "selected" hundreds of thousands of concentration camp prisoners for death ("T-4 euthanasia" program) - historical facts still missing in psychiatric textbooks and histories.

22. Because psychiatrists have willingly participated in and administered mind-control experiments in the United States and Canada since the early 1950s - its chief targets have been poor patients, women, dissidents and prisoners.

23. Because psychiatry, particularly institutional-biological psychiatry, is based on the 3 Fs: Fear, Fraud,and Force.

24. Because psychiatry is a form of social control or punishment - not treatment.

25. Because psychiatry, particularly institutional-biological psychiatry, is fascist - a direct threat to democracy, human rights and life.

A note from the author: This statement is a slightly revised version of the original written in Spring 1998. Feel free to add and publish your own reasons. I am a psychiatric survivor and antipsychiatry activist who has been involved in the psychiatric survivor liberation movment for 24 years. I am also co-editor of "Shrink Resistant: The Struggle Against Psychiatry in Canada" (1988), host-producer of the antipsychiatry program "Shrinkrap" on CKLN radio (88.1 FM) in Toronto, member of People Against Coercive Treatment (P.A.C.T.), and member of the Ontario Coalition Against Poverty (OCAP).]

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